well....you'll come home eventually

blah blah bullshit!!! basically....boyfriend trouble. he hates my cynical attitude......he left.

where did he go? fuck if i know!!!!



....he'll be back eventually.... blue balls sets in after 4 days. GOODNITE!!!!!

lonely night in nowhere

so of course, Nowhere doesn't exist. im the whole population. which means that its always just me in this fantasy world that i've created in my fucking head. you know being this shut out from the rest of the world really can drive someone fucking mad!! and when you're removed from a world of civilains, and automobiles, and crackheads, and business people and everyone else who is thought to be important and apart of the scenery you people call earth, you miss the old things. the old friends, the old food, the old clothes, the old drugs.....





i swear sex isn't healthy. it can and WILL consume you. i advise you, if you're sober i swear the only way to never get addicted is to never try it. and if or when you do lay down that one nite, and decide to let it all go, you run the risk of entering a another part of you guy's world where things hardly make sense, but does to some extent. and when you're removed from that place where things hardly make sense, to Nowhere you become apart of a universe that only you live in. and when you're going through withdrawal from your excessive use of that old drug and no one else is around, you began to find your own self....desirable. Sex=Death

bad girl gone good WTF!!!!

so as you may know, well apparently you dont, seeing how i have no subscribers, but little debbie plays a big role in my life. since my childhood she's entertained my tummy with delicious treats such as....



due to new found "thinspirations"(i got this term from "the boy who cried chos," had to site my sources) debbie finds it important to please the weightwatchers of the world and conform to what society feels is acceptable, hence the abominations below.



......for once in my life i would have to say that this act of Debbie's left me speechless

fall fashion report (MEN2009)

Well......seems as if fall is taking more of a tailored, fresh, and polished look for 2009. according to GQ Magazine the men must-haves this year are nice rain and trench coats, fair isle sweaters, fatigue jackets, double-breasted suits, and plaid dress shirts. gossip girl's ed westwick seems to have the fall trends down pact....and he looks really good modeling the garments, does he not?

night with dre and yai

prepping for this fashion event dre and i were summoned to aunyai's house(aHn-YAy). you know, it's amazing the times you can have with fashion magazines, feathers, little deborah cakes and a tampon. those guys are hilarious. aunyai's a soon to be internationally known fashionista and dre, a prospective fashion icon. they're the two most talented people i know, both coming to a town near you very soon, believe me.

lunch with b'ehle

b'ehle is my bestfriend and she called me this morning and asked to do lunch. i never turn down a opportunity to spend time with her. she's my soulmate. and after spending the afternoon together we managed to capture one measly picture. for what it's worth it turned out pretty well, did it not? i actually took the time to share 10 little known facts about our friendship.

Oh man this is embarrassing....

1. I used to have a crush on her in middle school. confused i was about everything from girls to ghandi....(giggle) middle school was a fun time
2. After i stopped liking her, i hated her. she was just the biggest bitch on earth to me and i despised her to hell
3. Once we finally became friends we were inseparable(as we are today).we ended up so close we called each other siblings and our families referred to us as such
4. Fashion brought us closer together
5. She's my muse for over half of my projects. this she doesnt know and yet finds it surprising how my creation just goes with her style (what ever that may be at that moment)or fits her just the way she would imagine it to
6. Never seen each other naked because that would be awkward, would it not?
7. I sew, she styles. dynamic duo by destiny
8. Both obsessed with our weight. she cant weight more that 115 and i can't weight less than 220, go figure
9. Both are thought to be "sadity" because we walk really fast in heels, eat bagels for breakfast, and marie calendars for dinner...people are so annoying, are they not?
10. Sees the world as nothing but opportunity for opportunities. love her with all my heart and can't wait till we make it to the top

grocery shopping

so i had to restock my cupboard with wonderful debbie snacks and such before having lunch with my bestfriend today. quite chilly today for summer but i guess i made the best of it. since my little brother is practically my slave i made em come along and snap more pics

introduction

well my name is justin. this is my first blog ever. i really dont know what im doing. trying to figure this shit out. i love fashion, music, and little debbies snack cakes.<--- fat ass!!! a few pics for my first post.